PART 1 HOW I BEGAN TO INVESTIGATE ALL THIS
PART 2 DESCRIPTION OF THIS BASED ON MY MANY OVERCOMING DECADES
PART 1 RELATIONSHIP WITH SELF: ALL ALONE
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DEFINITIONS OF MODERN SINGLEHOOD, ALONE, PERCEPTIVELY ALONE
Physically All Alone: Being Home Alone, Running Errands By Oneself
Perceptively All Alone (reject, outcast, prophetic term “orphan spirit’) etc
Married But Single in some capacity (my own example: a true committed believer married even happily but to a non believer)
Creative, Spiritually Gifted, High IQ feeling of being WEIRD, ALONE, TOO UNIQUE
Single by Call /by Choice
Single Due to Forced into Being Single Naturally
Single in a big group: example race, gender, true faith,taking a unpopular just cause
Prophetic Office Call, Highly Creative, Innovator, Apostolic,
ALL ALONE IN THE MIDST OF A BIG CROWD*
*( the following explains HOW I began to study, observe this….but far more in depth in Part 2)
Prophet Taveau has investigated this “WHY DO I FEEL COMPLETELY ALONE EVEN WHEN IN A BIG CROWD” since the 1990’s. For MANY inquiring years, Taveau felt it herself, even while she was married, a mother of two children.
It was also during this same time period, after God had apostolically commissioned The Her to surf and study and examine the doctrines, pet traditions, various ministry subgroup well known RED FLAG BUZZ WORDS as well as their own particular special call to edify comfort, strengthen and equip.
As God’s nontraditional, very untamed but wholly Holy (non legalistic!) Spirit led her (Scriptural basis Enoch Genesis 5,Ezekiel 1 Vision of the Holy Spirit guided Wheel)He also led Her into what was just coming on the USA national ,grass roots, leader seen: The Spirit of Prophecy.
And when Sister Taveau surfed the USA ministry “ye must be born again” Type true Body… and dipped her spiritual feet into the Holy Spirit, doctrinal subgroup waters, she began to notice the Type A (assertive, hand clappy, praisey) and the more deeply melancholy legalistic prone, prophetic TYPE B (perceiving, discerning, waiting, listening, albeit subjectively!).
Dr T found herself to have BOTH leader components, for the She could hang out and be very contented with the much more assertive Word of Faith,servant Vineyard, pentecostals, Church of God, Missionary Baptist,COGIC, AG, most all other, even liturgical, too many to count many nontraditional, etc but also rest, refresh, chill and fully enjoy, the “perceiver-discerners” who waited to receive the “heavenly revealed DOWNLOAD” as coming from the Living Lord. (multiple prophetic, servant leader Vineyard, IHop, and many more)(NOTE many of the ones listed may have TYPE A and more laid back TYPE B) and all of these mentioned also happen to be among the Tongue Talkers. (though in all actuality barely any really do that now.)
FOR NON CHARISMATICS, PENTECOSTALS: TYPE C are for many of the inquiring YOU as within each DENOMINATION, from Catholic to Baptist, Methodist, Presbyterian and MANY MORE there are human persons who know the Holy Spirit, pray in the spirit and maybe the majority does NOT
(AND GOD LOVES EACH ONE OF YOU EQUALLY!)
SPIRITUAL ADVENTURES OF THE SHE** BAPTIST** (**since everyone now wants LABELS)
AND having been raised a non legalistic, not back UNDER the Old Testament Levitical, free spirited, witty and happy camper purely wholesome FUN (nontraditional) but Southern Baptist’s first born dear daughter, without one single pentecostal,charismatic or someone who was prophetic near by…happily God then blessed HER with an always adventurous seeking word Based inquiring, OPEN MIND, which however was tempered by, balanced with the Holy Scriptures, an abiding holy TERROR of the Lord(and or missing “it” or falling into ERROR!).
Mighty timid in the natural sense, but fearless and majorly bold in the Holy Spirit Ministry sense, aposotlic pioneer Taveau took the commission from the Lord back in 1976, seated in a part traditional , part honorable true charistmatic church, to “Go Ye Therefore to surf and repeatedly Noble Berean Study, Obverse My Bible Believing True , Diverse People Subgroups” Which the non hesistant She did.
And also with a basic organic internal imprint left of what TRUE FATHERING, GOD THE FATHER’s, apostolic Grandmother, emotionally mature dear mother and many other basic “human qualities’ which would help her also in doctrinal fruit repeated evaluation…(hence abiding in ministry JAMES 3:17, Eph 5:21, whole Eph 4)
BACK IN THE DAY
And right back in the Baptist Day,sometime when I was 13 years old, I one day woke up and noted to MYSELF: “I like to THINK!” This was during the same time when I still had the Beatle wall paper up.
I did not realize what it possibly meant: (meaning from 50 lively years, even perilous later) I would be prone to perceiving, discerning, even intellectual, apostolic philosophical and a “Pensive Tending to Too Much Over Analysis” “tending to Navel Gaze” “Become way too goody goody INTELLECTUAL” and “Hyper Perfectionist” and/or overly deep, often oppressed, way too MOODY “MELANCHOLY” …nearly all of which the LORD has finally liberated a SELF CONSCIOUS, SELF INVOLVED “INTO ME” FROM!
NOTE: Even if YOU swear by those PERSONALITY TESTS, (Choleric, Melancholy, etc) GOD is BIGGER and can and WILL set you completely FREE. (no more oppressive downward over thinking, tending toward depressed, feeling BLUE Type B Melancholy)
HIP HIP HOORAY! (and a LOT of those TYPE A and TYPE B were /are used by GOD to free me and to KEEP me absolutely empowered and FREE! (honoring the Founding Spiritual Apostolic Fathers and Teaching Mothers of all)
Submitted to the Noble Berean as a Worthy Selah
More following PART 2
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